4th Week of June

Ok, finally, I make up my mind to upload my 4th week of June's picture inside a cyber cafe in Kelana Jaya.

I cannot type any chinese word, hence lets use English!
and also let the picture do the talking...communicate with your EYES. haha..

But, I couldn't stay long here, so just a single brief what I've done this week.
sypnosis? lol... ok...lets start here.

KUMBAYA! What's happening?

Everybody's running across the street...for what?

Look again, Nestle's employee is running far away from Nestle... is Nestle not providing enough fuel subsidy for them? or is it the food matter ?

Crossing the road while the cars sped through...lol

Run for your life!

Everyone taking a break outside nestle...

On the way to Ikea Ikano Center, Here's what I saw from outside of One Utama. Football fever!
Euro 2008...yeah... fernando(not nando's chicken)... torres won...spain won! woohoo~

Ikea shuttle schedule...

stairs of Ikea..

Here, Lih Wen gave me these chocolates directly imported by 'her' from Japan...
well, don't give me that look of yours, you don't know Japanese, neither do I, so I will skip the explanation here. haha...

Milo Gold event is launched at Nestle PJ.Woohoo..faster JOIN! you'll win one bar of pure gold(999) if you submit the milo gold contest form... hopefully~

The 4th week starts with Sunday, but I prefer to add in Saturday's activities as well, therefore, tada... while my mom , ah yee and my brother with his girlfriend went to Singapore, we(me,my dad, my grandma) went to eat 'D'elicious Baba & Nyonya Cuisine at Kenny Chan's Restaurant at the row of Wings Cafe...(if you know where)...
Okay, this is Tai Bak... white and red so called 'cendols' but with sweet feel.
This is green cendol....ok...the real cendol...skip the 'green' word. lol...

This is buakualuak(don't know how to spell) forgive me...lol...and the terung behind...
Now lets take a better view here... nyam nyam... just looking at it makes me feel hungry...

This is Ikan Jenak, Buakualuak pa-is(means it's korek-ed from the shell and put into one...)

that terung is 'panas' betul. sweat...i'm using a lot of 'malay baba' language here...instead of using the common English. Forgive me...wTF~ lol


WTF...lol...connection not stable here...gonna continue writing it at home... till then, cya~!

又到了人生转折点

今天，原本已经打算好跟Nestle做工的我，又接到多方面的建议。

我自己觉得有些烦，考试还没什么读到，结果还要烦这些东西。

情况基本上就是这样的，我被nestle confirm了industrial training的,哪里知道老师说，faculty至少要有一位ambassador去跟IBM intern.

还说了什么IBM有比较多关于电脑的发展，nestle虽然好，但是并不多发展空间，另外，宜平也告诉我，如果真的要选择，他会选择IBM,因为

他说，他要先打好关系，过后毕业了也比较容易入伙，因为人家已经熟悉我的本事了。

再加上，老师说如果Ambassador没有去跟ibm intern training, faculty可能会蒙受羞耻，甚至损失一些对faculty的collaboration,sponsor等等。

而Kar Hoong呢，就问我说，Ibm那里是不是直接通过ambassador来给于好处于faculty?如果是的话，我有必要去ibm internship,但是好像是一向来都是老师在coordinate的，

所以，他觉得如果我拒绝他们我不必担心，因为根本就没有直接接触的。

现在，很辛苦啦，IBM那里虽然会辛苦一些，Nestle那里也未必不会辛苦，

但是，那里比较好呢？...好担心哦，选来选去，去到IBM肯定会花很多钱，Nestle呢，也许不会吧？而且公司满大的，还有免费饮品喝。

Nestle的资料还不是很清楚，

IBM的资料也不是很清楚。

只怕我越选，机会里我越远，甚至两个都可能失败。哎哟~好难选哦！

有時候

有時候，我很想做我會後悔的事，可是到了某個程度，似乎都麻木了，不再亂來，先斬后做的東西，有時候都不敢再重犯。
有時候，我很生氣一個人，不過到那個時候，我還是會化敵爲友，根本很想破口大駡，可是心裏想，這對我們倆都沒好處，就只有按著良心，跟他和好。
爲什麽？爲什麽我必須如此？忍辱偷生那般，跟人低頭？我不想的，可我也別無選擇，老是對自己說，不准發脾氣，可我的脾氣原本就不好，爲何不可以發脾氣？
藏在心裏很不好，可是，竟然怕得罪到人，也不怕自己不爽，經常都顧慮到人，可我根本不想這樣做，矛盾，真矛盾。我可以逃避現實嗎？

刚刚，就发生了这种事，我都还没发脾气，竟然有人对我发脾气，只好厚着脸皮，装绵羊扮傻笑。低声下气，口口声声说...""...
拜托，我不是你的妈妈，我不是你的Restaurant,我也不是什么奶妈的人，请不要对我撒气。我，扮到很自然，丝毫不露出我生气的样子，毕竟你是宾客，我是主办当局。
没食物是我的错吗？

那，我不需要为你找食物，更不需要讨好你，我把你当朋友，你竟然把我当老几？
亨，好，我不跟你计较，装蒜装得蛮厉害的人= 我，你要我对你好你才肯跟我好？好，成全你。伪装，假装，要什么，有什么，你是老板吗？还是我是老板？
我都还没摆架子，你还跟我耍花枪？

你对我真好，小气的我，甘愿做个男人，大方一点，不计较。
遇到种种人，也许在大学里，只能遇上几个好朋友，真的会帮你，但是当你不小心刺到他们，请自己小心。
猴子装蒜的就出来了。

这个故事告诉我们，请小心交朋友。朋友呢，不计较这么多，笑着对我说不好的话，我还是会察觉到你在讽刺我，毕竟我的观察力很强，看看眉毛，皱眉头，甚至你们的语气与以往的不同，就能看得出你们的真假，请真诚地对待我，我不会计较以往的过错。要说生气的话，请不要对我笑，我会觉得很讽刺，请严肃地告诉我，也请你放低声量告诉我，我还是会听取你的话的。I will only entertain polite people with heart.

充實還是匆忙?

有一點不太喜歡自己現在的生活，我不知道現在的生活是充實呢還是匆忙？

現在有很多東西要做，有時候真的是讓到自己沒有時間休息，沒有時間去Relax.沒有時間做自己想要做的事情。

有時候自己都覺得自由被剝奪，我不知道爲什麽人家有時間玩耍，卻不把重要事情先做完？

我需要很多的空間...自由，享受。說說看，我不想搞活動，也不想其他的東西，很多雜念。
我只想到，做完就算了，完全沒有心去做一件事。原因？我很容易被組員影響吧？辛苦的卻不要緊，不過，他們不肯做。現在，GDC還剩幾個人在做工？我恨不得把整個職位責任推卸掉。IBM的東西，做了等於沒做，很有心卻不夠時間。我最討厭就是那些跟你說了，卻沒有實現承諾的人，什麽也不想做，但是卻跟你在一組的人，簡稱leecher,不願合作等等。（先聲明：不是Ｆｇｈｗａ）

哎喲~好困擾，星期一要去IBM User Group Meeting...安排一些人去Ｌａｂ　Ｉｎｓｔａｌｌ　ＣＳ．過後要租車去SS2的Software Boutique來拿EA Sponsored Games...在過後，要回來上傍晚四點的課。

星期二，要辦Pizza Gathering, Pizza選擇還沒有解決，甚至還要辦Console Gathering.可是，請不要把責任都推給我！

星期三，晚上，有考試。
星期四，應該是IBM User Group Meeting,還有ＩＢＭ的演講者來説說Technical stuffs.可是，我有學舞，不想去IBM的Ｍｅｅｔｉｎｇ了，已經告訴老師了。
星期五，要去找Warcraft 3的sponsor拿Battlechest x 3.

在這五天裏，我必須解決人力資源的問題，畢竟星期六與星期日就是比賽日期了。現在還缺少人選。真討厭，人人不合作，東西超難安排的，說真的，馬來友族同胞有時真的好過華人，因爲他們講的是義氣，華人看利益行事。好難，好難。

后個星期一，準備考試，星期三有個Software Engineering的midterm,過後，星期五又有Resource Management Technique 的Midterm. 好吧，自己鼓勵自己，雖然辛苦就這麽幾天，破釜沉舟吧。把所有的東西趕完，就安心了。

在這個時候，想到的會是家人，但是某种原因之下，我不想住馬六甲，原因不想告知。
馬六甲太多是是非非，我解決不完，唯有逃避，家得卻是最溫暖的地方，我還是喜歡家，不過，事實告訴我，我必須少回家，以解決家裏是非。雖然回家沒東西做，選擇在家裏呆，被叫做家務，雖然辛苦，但是還是做了，自己會想了，不應該連累爸媽。

爸爸買不起車，我也不會求著要，儅你知道他的辛苦，你自然而然就會停止想象。
我很我行我素，不行的事情，我都要弄到行爲止才甘願，固執？我把它叫做“鬥志”。
自己為自己打氣：＋Ｕ　＋Ｕ　＋Ｕ　＋Ｕ！

Sien arh...so many things undone...

I am so sien now... tmr have to prepare ibm slides...
ok not just that, i have to do the SE project...submit TTV proposal...(scare rejected)
then do the Web Service summary..
then Friday have to go interview...
haihz...i mustn't give up...

Have to find a day to meet up with the sponsors...
haihz~~

Tofu Car(豆腐车）

Man, you're still the favourite FR car I've ever drove... can drift can drive, can pattern.
You're the home for lizards, 小强(kah-zuak)cockroach and a rat killer. hehe^^
I like your "man"-power. Doesn't lose to small motor kia at the traffic lights... can even be faster than those motor in front.
Your hand brakes are decorative, but I like your hand brakes.
I can see the road when we're moving through your body, watery when it's raining..
Blurred my vision when it was raining... I drove you slowly so that we both can see...
Drive safely...my dear friend.

oh mom, can i keep my tofu car? (that's what my friends called my car).

Hmm... "u're not allowed to drive that car tonight."

"Why? I still have RM20 fuel inside that car."
"Because it's sold to a Malay guy, your father's friend at the dancing club in serindit"
"Can I keep it?" "No you can't"
"But I just pumped RM20 fuel last week when I was here"
"Like this, I'll give you your RM20 from the money that we got from the car"
"aw..."

I was so desperate now...No car at last? What am I going to do after this?
The car was the only thing that kept me away from my computer.

Now I have to face my computer whole day long?

"Buy a new car la..." my mom says...
"but no one pays for my car if we bought it"
"I've no money to pay it, ask your dad"
"Hmm... then I give up better"

Without the car, I couldn't do any drifting or burnout tire already...
Hmm... so sad, so many memories with the car that accompanied me since I was in Senior 3.
I'm gonna miss you so much.

You've brought me to school almost every morning during my alpha year.
I've went as far as Muar with you. (I don't dare to try for KL...it's too risky)
I'd tried to save you from metal scrap long long ago..
I'd never kept you too long from exercises...
always feed you when you don't have fuel(there goes my money)
feed you water when you need it ....
taken care of the brakes when you doesn't stop when I'm pedaling you to accelerate too fast. (well, actually is my dad)

Remember when the time that I'm in school you've just changed your tire,

then I'd made your tires flat because of the bad driving skills?
Remember when the time that there's a scissors that pierced through your arms (tires) ?
Remember when I bring you to MITC and drove you turn round and round...
I'd always like to drive you around a roundabout... it was really fun with you...

Never going to forget those days...

Remember that when we went to Mahkota Parade...
Remember that when we went to Wok & Pan..
Remember that we caused squeeky sounds at the petrol station...
I was always driving you fetching computers , going to format friends' computer, fetch edmund, fetch chao yong, fetch kian song..
fetch hanis, fetch vickie, fetch chang cherng, fetch my mom, fetch my dad, my brother, my grandma, my friends...

I'd no choice but to bid farewell to you...

Hope your new master treat you better than me.

Although I've not enough money to feed you well, but I've tried my best to preserve you.

Don't forget me, as we'll still meet in Malacca, until then please take good care of yourself.

Your suspension is not so good already, please avoid taking heavy weighted person ok? :D Take CAre and BYE. Love you!

Chinese New Year 2008

CNY view at Jonker Street

Previously, before CNY, I was expecting none-the-less CNY without any fireworks. BUT, "they" surprise me, because before the countdown, our Chinese so called "neighbours" already completed their enlightment of fireworks in the sky above so high. Here are the photos captured by my Cybershot...not so nice with camera phones, planning to buy a DSLR Sony A200, but this is still far from my ideal plan. Put it a side first, until I have enough money, then I'll consider the "proposal" again.

Fireworks

Chinese New Year brings a lot of joy for me this year because my birthday was just days before the CNY, some relatives are so generous, they gave me gifts that consists of ang pau RM50 and some shirt for present. Really appreciate that they have the heart to remember my birthday. Even if they don't give me present, I'm happy enough to receive any kind of wish for my birthday. Thanks a lot uncle, auntie, cousins and relatives.

On the other hand, my first day was sitting and waiting for relatives to come over and have our own reunion dinner, although it's called reunion dinner, well, ours is more towards modern lifestyle ones, each family(how do you categorize a family as? from my father's generation of course) Each family will bring some food to our home and share it to other family or, just take some lauk pauk to share around. Yummy as always , I'll get to eat not only my mom's food, my aunt's and my neighbour's rendang. Del!cious. The first day is obviously the merriest day among the other chinese new years' "Haribulan".

The second day of CnY, we visited my mom's side of the relatives. They welcome us with joy and happiness, well, we get to drink Carlsberg beer , and also a special Red Wine. 13% alcohol, blue colored botol and guess what? it's filled inside a Red Label's bottle. Well, although that day is quite exhaustive, I enjoy collecting ang pau for the rest of the day.

The third day of CNY, my friends came by to visit my house. Then we sent back Tcboy because he was sick, we couldn't figure out what disease or illness he got, hope he's allright now. Hmm, then we went to Bee Hui & Bee Wen's house, bungalow...yes. so big, so nice, I was quite attracted by the kuih muih that their mom made. I gambled there, well, no win no lose, but Bee Hui's bf lost around RM200 for being the "zhuang". Hmm, 愿赌服输... in the end, Yong Liang is the big winner, with RM28 collected in his wallet. With the smallest bet, he got the largest amount of money gathered around the table. He won the "pts" gamble, who has the biggest single digit number sum up using three cards wins.

Yee Sang

then I continued to my family's dinner again? no...this time, it's to celebrate me and my uncle's belated birthday, his is on 2nd February, mine is on 5th February. Well we enjoyed the RM258 dinner at Valley there. The first dish is lou sang, the others are tofu with taucu, pork ribs, lemon chickens, vegetables(dont' know what name la...I don't like veges, so sorry), then siakap fish ...hoho...I've forgotten :P ...

Till then, so far, I've collected the amound of ang pau that I'm satisfied, but I've heard a lot of Family Tree's stories, I'll tell them to you guys later. Stay tuned. CNY brings joy, happiness, reunion of family together. That's all for now. Till then , gong xi fa cai and have a prosperous chinese new year altogether!